oo feeelings nothing but feeeeeelings

hello
it's monday
after a weekend of sun and some wind and doggy love
not much to report
a bridge/"maze" section of highway collapsed after a fire
and i'm sure people who drive that way are hating life with packed transit, but at least it's free for them
and less cars on the road for a while, maybe.
people feel air, heat or not
and i'm about to munch a quiche. yum.
SO
there you are.

wtf unsettling, much??

If there's one thing about our relationship that blows, it's both of our pig-headedness and selfishness always outdoing each other. There was no reason for him to hang up on me like that and now that I think about it, it's not the awkward conversation that pissed me off but the confusion I have now that I don't honestly know if it was intentional because he was angry at my dumbness or if he just accidentally hung up because his new phone sucks. And the thing that pisses me off the most is our equal reluctance to call back and finish the conversation and let it end well, either him call me back and say sorry I didn't mean to hang up, or for me to call him back and say "Just come and get my stoopid ATM card and figure it out, I'm at work and can't just leave, sorry." See, it's pointless interactions like that that make me analyze and think way too much, knowing in the end it doesn't matter, we love each other just fine still... Right?

$4.80

$4.80 - That's how much my new sunglasses cost me today at that big yellow store by the BART station. That's cheap! I was almost going to go and spend too much time and too much money at the mall on my lunch hour, or go to walgreens and pay twice that much for something way more ugly and that would hurt my head. But, it's good to know that if I lose these ones or whatever that shit is rather cheap at that store. Also they had these cute tees for the same price, and rings too.
What is this, am I acting like a girl now, tempted to go shopping? There are a lot of cute things there, I just don't have the patience or the creativity ingrained in me to try on new things, skirts or dresses or shoes or whatever...
I do need to grow up though, and stop dressing like a slob, and get more in touch with my fem side... I know it's there, but when you've already got a steady bf, why draw more attention to myself? No need, and I'm too lazy anyway.
TTFN